Barelyhomosapien

At first I wasn't going to do this. But then I got curious as to who would end up being on my list of 16 people. The rules: 1. List facts for 16 different people you want to say but will never tell them out loud. 2. Don't reveal who they are. 3. You can comment but don't answer to guesses. The idea is that no one knows who the facts are indicated to. 1. I wish it weren't the case, but you are the person whose had more influence on who and how I am then anyone else. Ultimately I despise you. Sometimes I feel I am demonising you and being unfair but it only takes one visit, one message, to realise that I'm not. I've never wanted you in my

It didn't take long to start feeling better after the visit to Ashenara (https://www.deviantart.com/ashenara)'s uncles place. Although that in itself was quite terrorfying. Lots of finnish family all curious about the nervous englishman. Oh well, it's passed and everythings glorious and sunshine and all that crap. Finally finished final fantasy 8 (Woo! Aliteration) with help from Ashe. Less satisfying then I thought it'd be. Looking forward to us getting a Router and being able to do online stuff together which should be soooooon. Hope whoever reads it, enjoys the random poem. Sitting in your own sweat in a hot, claustrophobic little wooden room is great for the creative

First christmas without the family. They are so far away and I miss them tons. However. I am creating a new life with the woman I love and it's totally worth this momentary ache to be with her. Finns celebrate on the 24th (her dad told me that they use the 25th to recover from the celebration :D) so we were with her family today. It was fun, despite being tired and glum from missing my own family. I realise I was probably a bit of a downer for her, I hope not too much though. It's funny. I never thought I would get this worked up about being away from my family for Christmas. I didn't realise how much it meant to me. I am learning new thin